why brood over a girl when there are better guys out there?
-jj guo-
HAHA !
kiap is dead on u noe wad date.. hur hur XD
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sianarden... the feeling again...
i hate the fact tt its so true... sigh~
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june 6......
happiness always brings sadness... ytd im srsly dunno y.. not my normal self... super high... but today's mood is right down at the bottom...
m i happy because got a gut feeling that i duno wad is there to be happy abt but jus naturally being happy or... i think it is ba... it jus came so naturally. until i realised...
im right ! my holidays will be a emo one... cos i used up all my happiness yesterday... but its ok... cos now i noe the reason y im happy... =)
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ooo tmr last paper... den is holidays lo !
but supra emo... 8am paper.. zzzz
the ding dong nv came back =(
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aiyo~ when will i get my returns ?
hmm... i realli need to do some good things... i've been down on my luck.. so. any good things for me anyone?
DING DONG! =)
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tom left...
time did not allow us to stay with each other longer... still, thank you tom ! for giving me such short yet sweet memories... feeding u, watching u nibble and eating has been my new found hobby.... cos i simply like the way u are... from the day u get ur food from my gigantic hands, u have accepted me... n on the other hand... from the day u came into my hands, i have accepted u as part of my family and my life...
seeing u being so weak, so helpless, im ashamed of myself.. i haven't been a good owner well enough... im sorry... its too late... its all too late...
even though u left... u already had a place in my life... rest in peace tom.. i hope u will find happiness in ur new life... up there..
wads left is only my memories of u and ur picture... from the bottom my heart... i love u =)
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today is a busy day...
morning went to the bank to activate my ATM and debit card... den need IC -.-" bo bians... went back home to take my passport... den return the acknowledge form le... still need to wait 2 days den can use my card...
den went to pasir ris to make my new ez link card.. $21 dollars can?! wah liew... $10 for admin fee.. Personalisation fee $3.. card cost $5 plus GST jiu $21 le.. so pple!! dun lose ur ez link!
went home to get tom... bought him to the vet... super poor thing lahs... eye infection plus internal injury... hais... survival rate 50-50 if tom not strong enough, within 5 days will be gone le =(
LIVE WELL TOM!!!! BE STRONG~lucky did not wait will CT over den bring him to vet.. if not... there goes tom...
at the vet when the person was doing the diagnosis.. hear the person say here infection there pain.. cannot balance when walking... ESPECIALLY THE SURVIVAL RATE... super sad can? the onli thing tt worth listening is that tom's heartbeat is normal...
have yet to take a nice photo for my IC and licence... wait till CT is over ba... hmmm... dunno the hair can style den take not.. cos its IC and licence... have to be good boy look... i dunno.. haha!
back to study my proteo!! haven had the time to study cos of the many things i did today... hope i can do well...
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hmmm... tom is dying ! =( still dun wan to eat... onli drink water... very very weak... now common test somemore... i need time to bring him to the vet ! live well tom !
i think i need to strengthen my knees... it keeps shaking... =/ did'nt know the effects came onli now... after so long... onli realised until last year climbing mountain... shake until no tomorrow can? tt time tot was over exert cos decending the mountain... will have the no strength feel... den when resting will shake... now worse... stand oso got the no strength feel... zzz
its common test period... good luck everyone ! as well as for me... needa juggle b/w fyp n studying... but so far so good... still can manage.. jus tired dats all...
mum says i got fairer(face esp)... I DUN WAN !!! wah lao... super gay... den sian... makes my dark circles more obvious... holidays shall go sentosa be tanned until like bangala... =) but the sun dun be so fierce pls... dun make sentosa become sahara desert... i will feel v nua n hide in shade... haha!
hmmm.. till den... i shall work hard hard for common test...
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half way thru studying.. i took a rest so used com for a while... suddenly got a few thoughts..
hmmm.. i really think tt tian shen wo cai bing you yong... everyone has his/her strengths or weaknesses... y must a person be all rounded? but on the person's path on achieving his or her talents, issit because that person is doing it because of parents pressure? or issit on own will? or issit see pple know how to do it and oso wan to be like them? seems abit out of point... having that feeling issit because bu gan xin? or issit find it very wasted... i duno wad to write anymore...
hmmm... im kinda crazy i think... m i poking my nose too much into other's life? i jus want to show that i realli care.. i want to be there but m i allowed? i shall squeeze my way thru den... one day... i hope i can be there...
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