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Monday, May 31, 2004
woo hoo!!! whahahahahhaa!!!! the scary chinese o finally over man... at least i can cope wif the questions lar... hope i can get an A lor... like dat dun needa retake... haha!!! today damn high... haha!!! went to amelia hse play mahjong... although din win lar... i oso din lose like dat time like dat... play until bankrupt man... lolx!!! hmmm.... tmr going to ming qi n dada birthday party at sentosa... dunno how long din go there liaoz... haha!!! somemore staying overnight... cool!!! but my parents kip nagging me asking me cannot dun go mehz?? cos got no chalet n stuffs lar.. onli got like tent?? lolx!!! its kool... but i jus hope it wun rain in the middle of the nite?? lolx!!! hmmm... hope can hav fun tmr man!!! haha!!! see ya guys!!!

* zhi xiang dui ni shuo sheng "wo ai ni" *

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Saturday, May 29, 2004
hmmm.... the pressure is coming man... haiz... monday is chinese liaoz... went to sch this morning... mdm teo pick out the impt words which may come out for this chinese o levels... kind of impt lar i feel.... but after dat... i simon n vernon tok when we were eating lor.. its like kind of... kind of.. the feeling is there lar... jus hav dat feeling lar... i dunno how to xplain... sigh~~~ i wan to do well... i dun wan to re take liaoz... retake even more stressful lor.. retake will b competing wif all the higher chinese students... wif all the gifted students... haiz... i dun wan... i wan to end this once n for all... haiz.... y my parents dun understand??? they wan me to retake if i get a B lor... haiz... it means i can onli get A... haiz... hu dun wan get A??? i oso wish to... n i'm gonna get it!!! i will!!! aniway.. jia you guys!!! all the best...

* hope u will get good results too!!! n i realli realli realli misses u*

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Tuesday, May 25, 2004
hmmm.... a few days nv blog liaoz.. haha!!! cos preparing for chinese O's... this week crazi man... got lots of mock exams on chinese!!! this week hav to do a total of 8 comprehension n 2 letter writing n copmo... sigh... do until sianz... hope i wun hav dat kind of mentality during the real paper... haha!!! hope to do well... got some kind of pressure lar... mus get A if not must re take... haiz... today do the Temasek Sec Sch paper... biang... power man their paper... got lots of cheng yu... which i nv learn b4... den all the comprehension n close passage all so long de... but 2-3 pages lor... den the tian xie han zi... all like dunno lehz... somemore mdm teo say recently the MOE like to use Tamasek question n stuffs... hope it wun lor... if not... sigh~~ sure need to retake liaoz... haiz.... i dun wish to oso... so mus work hard n giv my best shot... hmmm... today ended kind of happy n relaxed... cos got some kind of latin band come to our sch again... play the music let us relax... kind of relaxed after dat lar... cos hab fun me... aniway... stop here... wanna orh orh... ltr gonna study chinese... 5 more days left!!! ahhhh!!!

* i'm so sorry.. hope i din hurt ya.. hope u r not angry wif me.. i'm realli sorry.. *

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Saturday, May 22, 2004
A quiet simple man who can do something unexpected to shock you. Taurus man
mostly medium tall, strong with good health, good strong body. When he
talks, he likes to turn his head to one side on one direction. His body will
be quite straight, facial structure tend to be square shape more than other
shape. His eyes sparkle with liveliness.

Even when he is in love, he is still a free wild bird. He is a sand in your
palm, the more you want to hold it, it will slip out. If you stand and hold
it still, it will stay that way. Don't set the rules and draw a line for
him, he will not stay.

When you are with him, he will think only of you. But an hour later he could
change his mind. He is very patient with other people, but very impatient
with himself. His world always turning and it will not stop just because he
loves you. If he up sets, he will show it right away. If something has gone
wrong, he will blame his own carelessness instead of blaming other people.

He sincere to his friends even to some friends he does not like. He likes to
do odd things and surprise other people. He could be fully dress in a nice
suit and jump in the pool. He could slap your back so hard just to make you
turn around to see he has flowers in his hand. He never want to get too
close with anyone for he thinks living in reality is living by yourself.

He does not care what people think when he behave weird. He could be walking
bare feet and laughing at people who laugh at him and think they are so
narrow minded. He does not likes to follow conformity, but always want to
search for new ventures, new mystery. He will interest in a life of a
millionaire as much as a life of an old man selling newspaper on a sidewalk
vendor.

He like to search and analyze people and things. He will analyze his friends
or his girl friend, and once the mystery is gone, he will search for new
puzzle to solve. He can not easily understand thing, so he will gradually
learning about you till he fills up all his questions.

He knows so many people ,but he has a few friends. He looks for quality
friends than quantity friends. He will be close with some friends shortly
and move on. He always feel lonely even surround by many people. He could
create his own little world, and sometimes no one would understand him. He
looks only for future and he thinks he lives for the future. He may wonder
how many people think like he does, but he does not want to be like the
others.

A man with a conflict personality. He is a cool, understanding, able to work
well, and very artistic. Taurus man could be an artist. He could shock you
as much as he is able to clam you down when you up set. He is a free spirit
who likes venture, but when he wants to be alone, do not touch him but to
let him be. He won't disappear from the crowds too long, he will be back.

He will give you straight forward opinion or comments, but will never advice
what he thinks you should do. He does not like people to tell him what he
should do too. He thinks each individual dreams and thoughts should be very
private. He will use his brain not his body strength, so he will let other
guys compete. He has a certain satisfactory in life and hate to force
himself in competition. He may seems careless, but actually he is a thinker
and a stubborn one.

He sees anythings in details and not easily trusted people till he thinks he
knows them well. You can just smile and he will think why and what are you
smiling about, and if you are pretending. Once he trust you and accept you
as a friend, no one can says other wise to change that for he will not
listen to gossip. He will be honest and sincere to his friends.

He hates lies, so he will not tell you lies. If he finds it is necessary to
lie, he will find other ways not to tell you or avoid telling you anything.
If he really has to lie, you will never be able to tell that he is lying. He
can really keep secrets, so you will hardly know that he is a lonely soul.

If you want this kind of guy, you have to be an interesting person. He has
to be curious about you. Hell for him is "No Freedom", so if he marry you
then you should know it is the biggest decision in his life. Always be
interesting, then you could have him beside you.

hmmmm... this is wad my horoscope says abt me... erm.... actually i dun realli believe in such things lar... but... this time... there's some parts dat are realli realli very true... most of them is abt wad is inside me... realli true... hmmm.... aniway...jus to drop by lar... oh ya... i need to thank xiaojun for helping me to make this blog lar... thanx xiaojun... hmmm.... sianz.... mid yr results sux... dunno can go camp nort.... haiz.... fail 2 most important subjects... eng n humans... the better ones are both maths n chinese... the rest border line passes onli... sigh~ must work hard liaoz... my wake up call... next week whole week chinese mock exams... prepare for chinese O's which is like 9 more days?? hmmm.... jia you guys!!! bye~

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Thursday, May 20, 2004
19th may 2004... this is a very very very special n memorial day for me!! cos its my birthday!! today was totally a very wonderful day for me!!! it started very well by recieving lots of msg wishing me a very happy birthday... its realli a good start earli in the morning... along the way n in sch... my beloved friends wish me happy birthday.. i'm realli happy... thanx my friends... den genevieve, xiaojun, yuting, celina n inggrinna bought me a present... its 3 giordano t-shirt which comes in 3 colours... orange, blue n pink!! lolx... PINK!!! so cool man!! n they said its suppose to b polo tee... its okie man!! nort cheapskate at all... i realli lurve them... so dun worry... still.. i wanna thank the 5 of them... thank you!!! den after sch was even more fun... we started to havoc n my last two buttons on my uniform was pulled off... n i wore the pink shirt cos i was forced to... haha!! the shirt go well wif my shorts n my orange bag... den at the bball court... wif my friends again... they made me a "cake" using 1 you tiao, 1 hum ji peng n 1 fried sweet potato... although it was kind of amusing but i srill like it... i nv expect them to all these things for me... i'm realli touched... frankly speaking... i nearly cried when i was eating the "cake" i suddenly realised dat i had so many pple hu cares for me... realli... here, i wanna say a very big thank you to all my friends... xiaojun, yuting, genevieve, celina, ing, simon, chin ngap, peng leong, ming qi, amelia, cheryl, jessica tan, jessica chiang, yenpei, dada, zhaoyuan, way xiong, weisheng, kelvin tan, clement, jun cheng, tien hua, grace, louis, raymond foo, amy hong, amanda, geraldine, felix, audrey n some others i might hav left out... THANK YOU GUYS!!! N GALS!!! thanx for giving me such a enjoyable birthday... this is the best birthday i ever had in 16 yrs of my life... normally my birthday will b like having mid yr exams... so all hafta go home to study... at home onli got one simple cake my parents bought for me... which i realli realli appreciate it... den after dat continue to study for my papers... i had nv had a birthday celebration b4... this is the first.... *sob* *sob* this day will always b in mt hrt... i will remember this day forever... without u guys... this day will nv b the most enjoyable day i had... guys... i jus wanna say... I LOVE U GUYS!!! ROCK ON!!! thanx... *sob* *sob*

* xie xie ni men.. you qi shi ni.. wo hui yong yuan ji zhu ni dui wo de hao.. ni de xin yi.. ni de yi qie.. you le ni.. wo de sheng huo duo le xu duo se cai.. xie xie ni *

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Saturday, May 15, 2004
sigh sigh sigh..... so damn boring... sianz.... got mid yr exams for the whole week... sianz.... dats y din come blog liaoz... hmmm... den today finally got time to blog... the mid yr paper sux man!!! all do crap de... especially the chem n bio papers lor... kaoz!!! togather on the same day.. den no time to study... bio i think still can cope lar... but chem i din study lor... i onli spend like 2 hrs asking yenpei teach me mole??? den went home liaoz.. the whole chem i onli study mole... which until now i still very confused... sigh... den the chem paper onli like 1 question on mole come out lor... totally sux man!!! physics i oso dunno wad i doing lehz... lol... jus calculate... n the ans seems ridiculus to me lor... lolx... hmmm... den eng n ss paper sure fail de... cos its mdm sue mark de....geog i dunno can pass nort... one essay question 13 mark i onli write like 1/4 of the page?? seh man!!! haiz.... aniway... now the major papers all finish liaoz... onli got all the sciences de paper 1 left for next week... hmmm.... dunno how my results will be lor... hope will b good enuff den i can go camp for cohort 5 at NACLI again... hmmm... looking foward for dat.... hmmm... i feel dat my parents attitude n impression on me has changed drastically lor... haiz... since aft ms wong called up... they started to like scold me for small small matters... giving me dat look on thier face... n they kind of despise me... onli like tok to some1 on the fone for 1 hr the nite b4 chem n bio paper onli cos got things to dicuss... den they say i wun get good results saying dat i din concentrate on studying... kaoz!!! wad crap lor... den my dad worse... he ask me yest test wad... i say bio n chem... den he say he will remember these two subjects n see how i fare for this mid yr... kaoz man!!! like kan hao wo wun do well in this two subjects... jus bcos i tok on the fone??? unreasonable n ridiculus ritez??? biang.... so pissed... sigh.... i realli think dat i n her no fate at all lor...realli lor... feeling hopeless... so depressed n so negative... sigh... dun tok liaoz lar... sad sad sad....

* wo bu xi huan zhe zhong gan jue... jue de yi qie dou yi jing mei you xi wang le... you yuan wu fen... *

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Monday, May 10, 2004
haiz... sianz... sat went to marina in the morning watch van helsing... so zai man!!! so nice!!! very very very good lor.. the ending kind of touching lar... lolx... but at least the show was worthwhile... hmmm....den after dat slack ard at marina n suntec... went for the cchm concert at esplanade... was late... lolx... hmmm... den the concert was kind of sianz lar... i tot will b like very long lor... but in the end onli 1 hr... haiz... feel abit too expensive lor... $16 lehz... in the end onli listen to 4 stories... hmmm... still sing sch song in the theater... lolx... fun lar... den after dat.. bcos too earli liaoz dun wish to go home so go bac suntec play arcade but a while onli... den i went home alone... sunday mothers' day... haiz... a bad day for me... wake up so earli for tuition... sit in the living room again so kind of fast... tuition was quite okie lar... den i wish my mum happy mothers' day... wad repli she gimmie?? like dun appreciate like dat... jus say.. "happy mothers' day... yong gong yi dian mother everyday happy" haiz... den i sianz lor... den lehz... she say my bro din even wish her happy mothers' day... wad he say? say dun need lar... so shou liaoz... dun need to say de... den my mum din even say anithing... its like i say she dun appreciate my bro dun say nvm... wad is this man?? jus bcos dat time ms wong called up den my parents had a totally diff impression of me... kaoz!!! i feel like... m i part of the family or not... haiz.... today was okie... had a very very good morning bcos it jus started right... so happie...although it was jus like 5 mins? i'm contented...

* when i tot i was alone again... u appeared again... u r jus like my guardian angel... appearing everytime when i was down n feeling hopeless... i thank god dat u r the one!! *

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Friday, May 07, 2004
hmmm... so long din realli blog liaoz... sianz... this week so many things happen sia...

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got paper 1 for both language....both write about casino thingy... lolx.... hmmm... den overall quite okie lar... but can pass or not is another prob lor... haiz... sianz... den went home earli lor... cos nth to do oso... all oso go home liaoz.... sianz sianz... hmmm... den went home study for chi paper 2... alot to study sia... so kind of tired... lolx.... den managed to finish studying all the things... den play gunbound a while... not on form man... so sianz... hai my bro dunno lose how many gp... lolx.... hmmm.... den orh orh liaoz...

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english n chinese paper 2... english.... bound to fail again... lolx... hmmm... cos dun realli noe how to answer the question.... chinese still can lar.... this yr the is the yr finish in time... dun need to rush... lolx... feel so satisfied... hmmm.... den after sch rain... actually nth happen de... when i was bout to got off the bus my hp drop on the bus... den rush up to take frm vernon they all... damn pissed... den the driver tiao me... i tiao him bac... lolx... hmmm... den i got off at the nest stop lor... walk in the rain wif yonjie to the east shore hospital bus stop... all drenched... my bag the other side broke again... haiz... thinking bac again... its a bad sign for me...reached home all wet... mum standing at the door toking on the fone... den i heared some... its frm sch lor... after dat mum come tok to me... haiz.... is ms wong called up to complain... haiz... kanna gan by parents lor... haiz.... den cried to slp.... sobx sobx... bad day for me.. haiz....

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no papers... next papers is next tuesday... wanna study other subjects but play gb instead... damn slack man... lolx.... hmmm... let mum see the letter ms wong had for her.... kanna gan again... din cry... juz guilty... haiz... den slp a while go for tuition in the evening.... tuition was good... sit in the living room... time passes damn fast although my fren pang seh me by leaving earlier... lolx... sianz.... dats all for thursday...

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went sch.,.. keeping very quiet during ms wong lessons... lolx... den went home early... wait for parents come home den take $$ go cut hair... okie lar... not dat bad looking... heez!!! hmmm... den come bac frm the salon slp... go for tuition again in the evening... this time sianz.... sit bside my fren... time passes very slowly.... lolx.... den come home eat... now online... confirm the peeps hu going for movie tmr morning... lolx... tmr hafta go concert... CCHM de... sch annivasary... hmmm..... dats all for today... another sian day....

* very long din tok to u le... haiz.... see u in sch oso din tok... but at least u r cheerful always... lolx see ya happie i oso happie liaoz.... *

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hey guys!!! jus drop by cos long time din blog liaoz... hmmm... thinking of changing the wallpaper... no time go find... lolx... after mid yr ba.... hmm.... wanna slp liaoz... ltr still got tuition... sianz... see ya guys!!! all the best for the mid yr exams!!!

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Saturday, May 01, 2004
hie guys!!! hmmm.... saturday... labour day... got tuition in the morning... actually planned wanna study chinese de... but till now still haven touchen on anithing lehz... sianz.... getting lazy... aniway... got one kind here so should b quite hard to study ba... sianz... slacking like hell man... MYE next week liaoz still dun wanna study... haiz... kind of stressed??? hmmm... dunno lehz... jus dun feel like studying... haiz... how??? can someone help me???? haiz.... i did all the things i can do on the net liaoz man... gunbound so sianz... den jus now go read pple's blog... kind of interesting... lol!!! hmmm... dunno ltr hu coming to my hse...cos every weekend my uncle they all sure will come de ma... aniway... this morning got no eng lessons.... haha!!! dun need to see ms teng... lol!!! hmmm.... realli sianz sia.... weather so hot lehz... cannot concentrate... lol!!! den yest ms wong giv me one letter say i din hand in hw... haiz... can see i realli slack sia... owe her 5 a maths hw... mus pia liaoz... sianz... hmmm... nth much to say lehz.... haiz..... feeling kind of useless n sad too?? cos after reading the blog, dunno wad to do siaz... haiz... sad sad sad... last nite still feeling kind of happie... now suddenly so sianz... haiz... shall end here... do my a maths... bye guys!!

* haiz.... wad can i do?? wad can i do??? can someone tell me??? i wish to help u but i dunno how... i can onli wei ni shang xin... but can this help u solve ur probs?? haiz... how i wish u will tell me how u feel and ur xin shi... wo xiang he ni fen xiang ni de xin shi... i wish to b wif u every moment and see u happy... sobx.... *

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