today was super sianx... pasta super eng sia... no orders de... haiz... make my mood oso sianz... paiseh ar... nv tok much today during work... i think i beginning to return to wad i used to b when i 1st started to work at cartel... nv tok de... haiz... hav not been myself recently... cos many things happened... made me think alot... haiz... shall not say it out... haha!! hmmm... sch reopening liaoz... i hope everything will b better!! ciaoz...
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hmmm... feels much better aft telling her wad i realised... but still... disappointment is expected since the time i realised dat... i'm sorry dat i added on to ur stress upon wad happened to u recently... n now u hav to face and handle the both of us... thanx!! thankew fer straightening things out.... i think if without ur persistence of wanting to noe wads happening to me.. till now i still wun understand how r things going on between u n those hu r concerned... thankew oso fer letting me noe dat i still stand a chance though its a matter of time... no doubt dat i would have a little bit of probs here n there when facing u in times to come... but still i would try my best, my very best to maintain dis frenship we used to have... shi wang (disappointment) is jus temporary... but hey!! i'm not jue wang agree?? haha!! dun nid to worry abt me!! haha!! we r all young adults liaoz... i noe how to handle things right as i hav gone thru dis b4... i wun hav problems facing him not to mention hate him... if i hate him... i think there's realli nth much fer me to continue to stay there... though there will b alot of bu she de-s... he's my best partner, fren, everything there... not to mention the others too!! frenships, bonds, and the times we all had is all the bu she de-s whenever i tot to leaving... haha!!! so conclusion... i dun think i will leave dat easily... lols!! hmmm... shall end here... i wish u all da best n may u withdraw frm the situation u r in now... soon...
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hmm... nv work on monday tue n wed which is today... but monday n tuesday has been out earli but home late... monday went kbox wif wawa yizhi tiffany wawa frens and eunice, hu i nv see b4... i still tot she is a new comer cos schedule got one new ger starting work dis week... haha!! okay... n gu nv tell me is eunice... still let me happy happy tot is the new comer... aniways... kbox was fun!! dey actually ask me sing ji qi wa wa.. super fast lar... haha!! in the end skipped... lols!! thans arr wawa n yizhi.. haha!! hmmm... n one thing which turns us off... one guy dropped frm 3rd storey of cine... INDOOR... wad happened i dunno... aniways.. it did'nt realli spoil our mood la.. went pool aft dat... haha!! i did smth which is super funnie n stupid... i shall not say it out haha!! n wawa saw everything... -.-
tuesday, which is ytd.. went amelia hse together wif simon n hendy... for wad?? play ps2.. haha!! hmmm... dats the 1st time i won a race okay...haha!! hmmm... as usual... we played crash... where we need to crash as jialat as possible to earn money.. n its realli a saddist game.. but still i oways get gold... sigh~ i'm saddist.. haha!! hmmm... budden its not as high as the last time we played... okay.. nvm... so we played until 10 den went home.... reach home at 11 plus again...
wednesday... which is today... suppose to hav GL training budden i nv go cos i not feeling well n oso bcos i hav been out on my off days.. n my parents hav not seen me for more than 1/2 hr awake since i came back frm GL camp..shall stay at home... today sure kanna lecture by dem de... haha!! i'm prepared... haiz~~ nth to do... rot at home... bla bla bla
hmm.. dunno wad to tok liaoz.. again... abt work... work was okay la... oways do the same stuffs.... n oso.. i will not b able to come out of the kitchen to b runner or bar... though i prefer kitchen.. but i like to b outside... i would rather b runner than bar... cos i nv do runner b4... den now straightaway b bar... kinda unfair to the runners out there ba... n oso... y put me at bar when i cannot oways come out?? not say i complain la... i appreciate dat dey let me learn new stuffs... but if i b runner... i can still work morning de runner cos set lunch i dunno how to do... even now i learn oso no use... sch reopening next week liaoz... i wun b able to do set lunch aniways... now abt the boss... he raised my pay... but onli 25 cents la... pls... i work so long... at least raise 50 cents la... haiz... xpect so much frm us n dis is how u treat us... dats y i dun giv a damn abt helping him to cut cost... it dun benefit us aniways... we as a part timer... no matter how long we work... we will oways still b under the supervision of the full timers or even taken over.. onli when dey need us dey will tok to u nicely... its like WTF?? now abt skye... i dunno issit his idea or the boss idea la... but now everyday we hav to stock check... jus like bar... but not as much as bar la... sianzation.. hav to count even sotong bacon prawns waffle fries n potato wedges.. dats totally ridiculous okay... say in dis way dey all will b able to see how our stocks runs... but isn't it contradicting demselves when dey say CL cartel's sales is v unpredictable?? sometimes high sometimes low... like dat even if we do the stock check oso no use isn't it?? haiz... u all may think y continue when we hav to work until so jialat?? i think onli the cartel crew hu work long enuff will noe the ans... i believe... working at CL cartel is we lucky... though the boss not good.. budden its fun working there... its onli work wise dat suck... i like the crews there... but still, the grass is oways greener on the other side of the fence... i still prefer the cartel when i 1st started working... haiz~~
on thurs when we went sing k... we met up wif irene... she say she gives us these few weeks to clean up the bar the kitchen... wadever things... dey all say... wait till irene can come back den say la... but at dat moment, i hav a feel dat she realli will come back to CL cartel n work wif us... n i hope it will b soon... REAL soon..
hmmm... hav not been myself since dat day cos i realised something... but nvm... i'm okay... haha!! i think days all le ba.. super long post sia... my longest since my blog was borned haha!! cya guys~ hope for those hu read will tag... my tagboard stagnant sia...
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hmmm... okay... shall blog... been tgo malaysia these few days... went fer training camp... quite fun... gained alot of experiences and saw fireflies fer the 1st time.. so nice la.. n the atmosphere is so romantic... budde... no one special there to experience wif me la... come bac frm malaysia... goes all the shouting by the AGLs n SGLs... sianz... GL has changed different frm wad it used to b like... haiz~~ we GLs n SGLs are not dat bonded as wad we used to b... now its like there is a barrier between us... haiz... shall not say more abt dis liaoz...
came back... met up wif irene... but too bad she last min gonna work... haven seen her fer a long time liaoz... brings back realli realli alot of memories... where we r all under irene..hmmm... memories will oways b wonderful... today work full shift sia... 11am to 2 am... super tired n sian... set lunch not as many pple as expected... nite!! worse!! i p4... practically nth to do... machiam singing k at cartel... the nite shift realli turns me off... realli no mood to do aniting... haiz...dunno y suddenly got the feeling la... dunno wad feeling is dat... jus makes me feel moodless... haiz... nvm... wadever... end...
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sian... moodless... all the peeps ard me got good results... all pass... haiz... i think i'm left alone... i fail my IPC as expected... wad made me moodless is not dat i failed IPC cos i'm totally hopeless when it comes to chem... is the damn ONG LI HUI dat spoils my mood most... imagine one the 1st day of her IPC lecture... when she sees u... she will say "eh? u hav to see me for another sem" kaoz!! smack her sia!! haiz... my results are no good lor... all boderline de... haiz... my GPA onli got 1.3478... haiz.... dey say wanna go uni hav to get more than 3.5 on the average of 3 yrs... haiz... how?? how?? pple say poly slack.. slack my foot sia!! haiz... haben told my parents abt my results yet... hav been so so so busy dis holidays... 2 weeks ahead has been booked!! chalet... LSCT GLs camp... work... haiz... no time fer family at all... sian sian sian... haiz... my frens... all gone... all moving forward... me... still laggin behind.. haiz~~~
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hmmm... so long nv update so shall update something la... now holidays liaoz... play work... but majority of the time shld b working ba.. hmmm...soon results will b out... dunno can do well not... haiz... work... oso sianz... these few days skye holiday... shiok sia... me dennis johnny hock kee work together.. haha!! i stood deep fryer... jam like hell.. all thanx to dennis... i woke up frm dis nightmare... haha!!aniway... i would'nt have the chance to experience taking charge of deep fryer so wonderfully when skye is ard... if he was the one guiding me.. i think it will b worse... haha!! hmmm...have been training bar last week... alot more to learn n gain experience...got trained by different pple everyday... haha!! but still... i think kitchen is better... more freedom ba... n like not oways being watched... outside is good... good in da way dat its something new to me... mayb i'm learning new stuffs dats y i still prefer kitchen ba... the grass is oways greener on the other side... lols!! hmmm... work work work... dats wad i did last week ba... now suddenly got the sick of work feel... think is aft i met yoko aft so long ba... i still think now we work alone.. not as a team... teamwork hav... wif dennis johnny hock kee n erick.. i dun think i'm in a team wif skye... mayb dats the "at least got a little bit of teamwork among us" - my point of view towards zhimin's words... haha!! sunday work... full once again cos erick on MC again... morning shift was... i'm totally pissed by it!! shan't elaborate... aniways... aft dat day of work... i suddenly got the wanna quit feel.. dats wad i told simon... mayb aft dis holiday quit liaoz... but got bonded to cartel fer so long liaoz... been thru so much until i'm here... is realli bu she de lor... but simon replied me... "u carn possibly work fer the lifetime ma" hmmm... true la... but still... fang bu xia... the collegues... the joy of working... n alot of things dat cannot b xpressed by words... haiz~ confused... shall stop here... buaiz~
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