wa... super super tired sia... its like i onli slept fer 2 hrs?? cos i work till 2am.. den slp at 4... today woke up at 6... suppose to b 5.30... but i think i nv hear ani alarm... lols!! aniways... i nv realli slp cos of today!! SECDC Racial Harmony Amazing Race!! haha!! i was at youth park at 7am lar...

aniways... today's event was totally kool man!! met up wif alot alot of pple hu we seldom see!! all the cohort 3 peeps!! luv dem man!! haha!! aniways.. i was stationed at people's park centre fer like the whole dat wif my face painted as a reference... haha!! oh ya!! i was positioned together wif sarah n bryan!! haha!! super fun peeps!! lols... imagine i onli hav both of dem fer the whole day!! haha!! hmmm.. i like the amazing race tee!! so nice lar... tha lanyard oso... haha!! now i got another new shirt to wear to sch le... hehs!! den aft the event... went cine kfc eat wif sarah jingying melise kiathua bingshun bryan n nicholas!! haha!! super fun time man!!den were toking toking toking den i melise n kiathua catch no ball.. haha!! but its kinda interesting though... hur hur...

hmmm... i think i dun wanna elaborate more le... lazee cum tired sia... hmmm... as fer how i look like fer the whole day i shall put as dp in my msn... lols!! all thans to sarah!! haha!! cohort 3 ROX!!

today is a wonderful day!! haha!! went to lots of places... marina square.. raffles city... far east... heerens... n of cos cine!! haha!! bought a new shirt.. so happie... im out of shirt to wear to sch man!! haha!! hmmm.. n im sorry wawa to waste ur 1hr break.. hehs... paiseh...

aniways.. work was super duper fun man!! everyone was so high... xcept leeyen la.... cos she oways kanna scolding... i noe how she feels okay... i hav been thru dat... hmmm... closing wif her today... not bad lar... not as bad as i tot lor... haha!! but still... v late den close finish... she realli has lots of things to learn lor... aniways.. hope she make good use of her dis 1mth ba...

hmmm... i think i no nid slp liaoz... tmr gonna help out at the amazing race by the cdc... 7am need reach youth park... haha!! now wads the time?? 3.36... haha!! sianz... onli 1hr of slp... hehs... hmmm.. hope tmr will b fun!! nth much to say liaoz... ciaoz...

~no pushing pls... haha!!!~

today lesson so sian... pissed wif the teacher sia! oways reject my topic on my report... dun like her lor... haiz... den aft the commt lesson so off mood liaoz... oso no programmes... all hav smth on.. haiz... feel so alone... haha... den go home slp lor... aft dat go work...

work was...... super fun!! i like it sia... no barriers no nth!! haha!! feel damn happy... i hope can continue like dis!! budden towards the end... dunno wad happened sia... all like so off mood... den oso high bu qi lai... but nvm!!! as long as its back to normal... i hope is realli back to normal la... haha!!

ytd (thurs) i'm so touched sia... pri sch frens ask me go out... like suddenly... the msg was "next tue free nt?? come out talk" at 1st kanna stun sia... haha!! tot wad impt things... but the reply was... "come out meet up la... 5 yrs nv see u le" its like omg!! 5yrs... pple would hav forget abt their pri sch frens de.. but aniways.. i realli hope i can make it to meet dem up!! hmmm... kinda missed those times where no stress at all!! suddenly think dat dun wanna grow up lehz... see children play at playgrounds... all so carefree... so good... but wad to do?? dis is life ma... have to face it not matter wad ma... haiz... its good to b young!! so cherish ur childhood...

diao... wads happening to me sia?? tok abt all these stuffs... haha!! hmmm.. nth much to say liaoz...

once again.. i'm having my 2hr break b4 my info comm class... another sian sian class fer 3 hrs sia... can die... super tired... nearli cannot wake up dis morning... all thanx to my brother's hp alarm den i woke up jus in time... haha!! but kinda rush lar... leave hse liaoz in da lift den realised nv bring lappy... den go back... saw the bus i wanna take go off... haiz... den bo bian... take cab to the main road den nearli missed 154... thanx to auntie hu chase the bus... haha!! dis morning so drama... like amazing race... lols!! reach sch at ard 7.45.... wait fer peeps... in the end still late fer lectures... haha!!!

hmmm... ltr gonna work... so tired... wanna slp... work wun wanna slp la... but is the info class... haiz... dunno can tahan nt... lols!! GL training was super fun sia!! haha!! dunno y since last nite so high.. today lecture sit 1st row still so high.. haha!!

hmmm... its gonna b the end of another week liaoz... so fast... unlike last week... seem so long... haha!! aniways... nth much to say liaoz... gonna nua fer another 1 hr...

hmmm.... now having TLS again... haha!! presentation sia.... hmmm... so fast... haiz... i still blur blur de go presentation.. haha!! but still can lar... nv had the chance to read the presentation cos its sent to my desktop... den i upload into my mp3... but today... i forgot to bring my cable... den 1hr b4 the presentation den i read the slides... haha!!!

aniways... haha!!! i still dun like wednesdays... i dun like the seperate breaks... haiz.. n the ipc lecture n tutorial.... haiz... sian sian sian.... though gt GL training... but still... haiz... oways kanna shouted at... oso sianz... haiz... but nvm... i already planned... tahan till FOC... dats all... n see if there's anithing fer me to stay in GLs... haha!! we GLs are all staying bcos of FOC... dats our aim...

hmmmm... tmr will sure b a v tiring day sia.. today's GL training sure end late de... tmr 8am class....haiz... den nite working.. but nvm... i work bar... should b quite fun ba.... haha!! i still dun like info tech classes... damn sianz.. though i learn how to use excel... but i dun quite follow oso.. haha!! cos i oways play bhind la... lols!!

hmmm.... sian... sian... haha!! i noticed smth... all post sure hav sian dis word de... haha!! but carn help ar.. realli sian wad... haha!! aniways... nth to say liaoz lar...

abit diao~ but i shall play the game... haha!!

rules of the game...
1. post random/weird stuffs abt urself
2.At the end of ur post... list 5 names hu u want
3.lastly.. leave a comment "u r tagged" in their blog n ask dem to read ur blog fer the game rules

5 weird/random stuffs abt me...
1.i oways slp on da bus
2.im actually a introvert
3.i like to gay wif frens!! hor yizhi n simon??
4.i seldom watch tv
5.i like to sing in da kitchen!! loudly...

5 peeps i wanna do dis to...
1.xiaoping
2.melissa
3.vicky
4.clement
5.hendy

heys!! today was super tired sia... slept like fer onli 3 hrs last nite... aniways... today went training at sentosa!!! hmmm... the games were kinda bored but i like my grp members!! n i like the cheer!!! numa numa!! haha!! i like the way me made ourselves so paiseh in front of so many strangers!! we so thick skinned lar!! haha!! expected.. i was tanned!! haha!! i wan to b darker... hehs... hope dun peel lar hor...

rushed down fer work b4 the training ended... haiz... oways sia... work was bz today too!! nearli happen wad happened ytd... but in the end... i'm fine!! though damn tired!! time seems to pass v slow... haha!! but still... it finally ended... legs r broken liao lor... tonite i shall slp my fill... till tmr b4 i go work... haha!! zzzZzZzZzZzzZZz

wei!! dis is to u de!! haha!! u dun seem dat cheerful as u used to b... i hope to see the U i oways noe ar!!! short n sweet... dats all i wanna say...

hmmm... go slp le...

today work was... busy!! haha!! order dun seem alot... but i jammed... sianz... cos of the shortage of lasagna plate.... sigh~~ nvm... bcos of dat kinda foul mood... but aft dat okay le!! haha!! working was okay lar... fun?? working has oways been fun!! haha!!

die liaoz... now 3.30... i tmr got training at sentosa at 9.30... no nid slp liaoz lar... tmr still working till closing... haiz~~ zzZzZzZz sunday actually no work de... but siew imm no one work fer her so i work lor... but is work as runner!! i dun mind.. cos i like to b runner!!! haha!! nvm... i shall slp aft work till sunday b4 i go work... haha!! tahan!!! tmr hope dun rain.. i hope to b tanned... hehs... hmmm... nth much to say liaoz... gtg!! buaiz... zzZzZzZzzzZzZzzz

haha!!! today IS day... slack day... nua in library fer COMT den hav a long time of lunch break... haha!!! den IAC at 1pm... v interesting lesson... i like sia!! haha!! so fun... time passes so easily... if onli all the classes lectures bla bla bla passes dat fast... haha!!! hmmm...

wad makes u think i'm struggling ar?? eh... dunno lehz.. haha!! mayb i think wad u going thru nw is wad i went thru b4 lar... i assume... haha!!! aniways... so u decided to come back liaoz... yay!!! no ones gonna leave cartel... not gonna abandon each other... haha!!!

now doing project... haha!!! ltr got work... v long nv work in kitchen liaoz.. haha!!! today got hock kee!!! lols!! closing wif him... he so cute sia... cut hair... haha!! kays... go back tomy grp discussion liaoz... ciaoz...

hmmm... jus now work... was good man!! alot of orders... i like... i station bar today... feli huilin n yide!! thanx fer visitimg me!! dats all i can treat u all.. haha!! when i work longer in bar liao treat u all nicer drinks kays?? haha!! n wawa!! thanx fer visiting oso... i'm glad to see u realli came.. haha!! aniway... ur frindge is abit too short la... suddenly cannot jie shou... lols!! but u still look like the wawa we used to see.. so its nice... haha!!

hmmm... when i say i wanna take a break u oso dun allow me... haha!! but... if u realli think properly liaoz... n i realli mean PROPERLY...i oso cannot stop u ma... ur pattern is once u made up ur mind, its hard fer u to change de lar... though i wan u to stay... i wan to see u work next week... but still... final decision is still urs ma.. i oso cannot do anithing... agree?? like wad boss said... to me... even though we wun see u dat often... like 4-5 days per week... still... 1 or 2 days oso can ma... u totally wash ur hands off cartel... when u come back oso need to pick up agains... the changes u wun b updated... alot of things la... n u oso said to me... working at cartel is our onli time we can bond n maintain dis frenship.. u going to leave me or rather all of us n u walk away?? n u oso said... u wun leave cartel... dat easily... so now i'm going to use wad u said to me on u... "say say onli la?" dis may sound rude... ok.. i apologise... n dats abt all of the things i can say to u to make u stay liaoz... u may hav ur reasons... u can tell me u can choose nt to... still... i hope... i hope i can b ur working partner ASAP... realli...

wa tired... go slp liaoz... haha!! my weekends r packed!! zzzZzzZzZzZzz ciaoz

wa sian.... having my info comm tech lesson... 3 hrs straight sia... v tired... sch starts at 8am... zzZzzzZZzZz lucky ytd no GLs sia... if nt sure cannot wake up agains... haiz... think i falling ill liaoz... lack of slp... hav been drowning myself wif liang cha... jia jia liang cha all dat... hope it works man.. haiz... headache... flu... sore throat... bla bla bla... but most impt is... i v tired!! i wanna slp.. sianz... seems so long... but onl 1 hr has passed... haiz... 2 more hrs to go sia... wa... realli cannot tahan... the teacher like so strict looking... den tok mono tone de lehz... businessman look lar...

haiz... ltr still gonna work... hope its fun... haha!!better b... if nt i realli dunno how i gonna spend my time there wif the condition im in now... sigh~~~~ hmm.. nth to say liaoz.. haha!!

LOL!! having my TLS class now... Trends in Life Sciences... hur hur hur... the teacher toking... i blogging... den i nv listen... haha!!! feel bad sia... haha!! but nvm.... dis is a grp project... so i think my grp can make it lar.. haha!! errr... errr.... wawa ar... bu yao xiang tai duo lars... u still gt all of us regarding ur sch frens... ur folks in cartel... how can leave us??? cannot lor... the urge of leaving... cannot even think lor... once u start thinking u will struggle in urself... dats wad i hav been thru.... when u think of leaving... think of u will regret aft u realli leave nt... think again... realli...

hmmm... when bong wanna leave... u ask her come back... now she came back u wanna leave?? how can?? n oso... i wanna leave u ask me come back oso.... now the ones u asked to stay on stayed... now u wanna leave?? u may now hav the urge to come back cos its a new thought dat suddenly appear in ur mind... dats y u will tend to struggle between staying on or leaving... when u think think think... u still wanna leave... ask urself... will u regret... think of bong... think of ju... think of the peeps in cartel... we went thru so much... for instance me... i passed the stages of marcus... i stayed on... if i leave... wun my hard work all down the drain?? think...

dats all i hav to say lar... think properly... lols...

u r right... things has changed... changed drastically... workwise... its since skye ever stepped into CL cartel... as fer friends... its since dat day... i would rather hope dat i nv told u dat nite... cos dat would mean i hav lost a friend... a fren hu oways nv fails to cheer me up... I DUN WAN TO LOSE U AS A FREN!!

friends are also topped in my life... life would nv b wonderful if there's no frens ard... pple oways say dat we tell things to frens rather than telling out parents... friends r ur companion... ur listening ear... can say... they r most of the things u needed in life!! dats wad frens r for... friends will oways b friends... there's no better of lousy frens in my life... everyone is da same...

i noe its jus me... so pls... dun blame urself... i noe i hav been giving u stress i noe... i'm already trying my best not to.. n dats wad i'm doing now... but i think wad i did had backfired... i nv xpect things to turn out this way... so i'm terribly sorry... i noe apologise oso no use..... n wad do u mean by i'm having dem?? jus bcos we oways take 5 together?? n we may seem closer bcos of dis?? yar no doubt we SEEM closer... but the things we tok during out 5 is jus our schlife, work, leeyan, its jus normal talk... like wad i oways tok to u abt... as fer her... its bcos she noe things... n all the things she noe... u noe it too... dis i can assure u... n one thing dats fer sure... i gt no feelings fer her... as i had told u b4...

ur break is not a good time fer everyone dat feels weird without u.. its a good time fer u to rest!! no one feels weird wif u ard.. in fact... cartel is more lively wif u ard... it feels weird to see ur whole week blank... dis has nv happened b4... so pls dun follow the steps dat i took... think of leaving... jus think when i tot of leaving... wad u said to me... n wad ju said to me... if u leave... will ur bestest buddy stay too?? its the same senario... if i leave... will simon stay?? ju told me... simon seems more happy during work wif me ard... n dat applies fer ur bestest buddy too.. he realli seem more happy when u r same shift wif him...

yes... schoolwork is piling up... everyone's is... so dun use dis excuse dat i used... now i choose to face it... u shld too... think abt it... n oso... my shoulder will oways b there... for u... hope u will use it...n i think everyone's there fer ur use too!! make good use of dis week... cya soon alrites??

hmmm... today onli got 2 hrs of school!! communication toolkit... okay... ez to spend da time.. haha!! den aft sch went cine watch exocism of emily rose... haha!!! nice storyline.. can learn alot of things la... haha!!! njoyed the show though.. cos its funnie to watch in a theatre full of peeps.. lols!! den aft movie went pool... fer awhile lar... den go home... dats how my friday is spent.. haha!!

today nv work... suddenly feel v eng... nth to do.. haha!!! but i dun mind... i nid slp... i realli tired... think falling ill again.. sians.... now keep drinking jia jia liang teh.. haha!! it works okay... mayb fer me!! lols!! tmr morning got pool competition... jus gonna treat as normal casual n play as a leisure time lar... haha!! dun xpect to win aniways.. haha!! cos the prize kinda not attractive to me.. haha!! den tmr nite work... there goes my saturday liaoz!! aha!! aniways.. i tmr working as runner... hope i dun spill anithing lar... n oso hope... customers will b nice nice... haha!! okay... i go slp liaoz... bb~~

hmmm... today nv go fer CBIO lect... cos at 8am.. n the nite b4 GL training was like... end at 10?? den clear up... end at 11... den reach home 12... den 1am den slp.. haha!! lack of slp sia... hmmm... aniways... todays class was okay... cos its wif FO2!! i missed dem man!! dey r still my favourites!! haha!! hmmm.. aft sch go pool den go work...

today work as runner... new thing to me... i like it... though when clearing tables i got spill smth lar... but nv break anithing... haha!! dats smth good!! lols... hope saturday will b better... aft work transport got 9 peeps... i armin trif gu wawa siewimm auntie lee yan n yizhi!! haha!! i trif n armin was toking to lee yan abt work den aft she got off... we tok abt the past in cartel again... n i'm so so so happie cos i'm the last to get off the transport!! so good lor.. i like... can tok tok tok.. aniways... we tok alot of stuffs!! all the fun we had... n i'm so sorry yizhi n ar gu.. we left u out... paiseh.. haha!! but all those are memories liaoz...

now i think back again... its realli toopid of me of even think of quitting cartel... n its cos of foolish things!! -shakes head- wads happening to me man!! though cartel is different now... but the peeps we had esp the ones hu worked fer a v long time together wif me... is still the same!! i love u all man!! u guys r the one hu kept me going on in cartel... cos i seroiusly still carn abandon u guys!! n thanx wawa fer the tok dat time when we took 5... it realli wake me alot... thankew!! n armin... oways listen to me su ku.... ur words made me think twice... thanx fer everything wawa n armin!! TRIF!!! my working partner... though we oways tok abt work... i njoyed toking abt dat!! and i simply love hitting ur head!! haha!! sry ar.. got hock kee de feng fan liaoz... gu n hock kee!! u guys made kitchen a realli realli fun place to b... i wun ever leave u guys again... sry... JU!! thanx fer toking to me... abt how u feel n everything... u hav done alot... thankew!! dennis!! though u r nt ard at cartel animore... but still... thanx fer ur words.... wad u said is right... xie xie ni... hope to see u real soon... if can.. pls join back cartel... pls...



hmmm... i dun hav confidence in myself... one of us is going to b heart broken aniway... i choose to b the heart broken one... he is far off better than me... xi huan yi ge ren bu dai biao need to hav the person... as long as the person is happi... is xing fu... its enough le... these may sound v lao tao.. v drama... but its realli true i find... i dun wish to see my fren... to b sad to b unhappy to b moodless... its obvoius dat he cares more abt u... in my role... i can b the onli one watching bhind u guy's back... n i still choose to b behind u all... cos i will b watching u... (okay dat sounds wrong...) haha!! i wan to see u smile... luff... n b happy... go fer it... dun make him wait too long... u might lose him... i'm not acting wei da or wad... serious... n its not dat i giv way to him or wad... its jus me... i feel inferior... i dunno y... hmmm... we can still b frens like b4... i noe since dat day... there has been a barrier or a "wall" in between us... its built by me... i will break it no matter wad... but i hope dat u dun build a "wall" which belongs to u... cos i would'nt b able to break it... having u as my fren is my fu qi liaoz... its oso a yuan fen dat we r frens... wad more can i ask for?? saying all these does'nt mean dat i'm giving up.... i jus wan us to b normal... (not say we r abnormal) but in a way dat we dun feel awkward... u noe?? hmm... mayb dats part of life... the more u wan it the more u wun get it... rite?? haha!! so i shall jus let nature takes its course... i shall continue wif my life my work my everything... n u continue ur life too!! remember... there's oways someone out there hu realli cares fer u... everyone does!! haha!! i hope to b like last time kays?? lols...

hmmm... wa... 2.30 liaoz... sianz.. tmr class at 10... till 12 onli!! lalalalalalalala!! haha!! but still... i need slp... i'm tired... lols!! -snores- nites!!!

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