it was an impossible "mission" to begin with...
i dunno to end this/give up or not but seeing tt i din really do much to help my self... i kinda bu gan xin... but i realli cant take the consequences of losing a fren again... shld i push my luck further or shld i jus let the fate stop here at this level ? i realli duno...
i think i suck... so indecisive... utter disappointment can ? i shall giv myself until tmr to decide wad i realli want...
look out for me
