hmmm... a few days nv blog liaoz... bro keep playing a online game... fairyland... dunno wads dat abt... hmmm.... since the sch starts, i haben been revising my work... haiz!!! i'm doomed... this term quite bz lor... got lots of things coming up... this coming sat is listening compre... scared scared... den next wed got chinese oral lor... oso scared scared... cos cheryl today took liaoz... den she fumbled alot of times... dunno wad will happen on the day of my oral... sigh~ den the hui hua like very tough like dat... dunno can score not lehz... hmmm...sigh~ haiz... louis... i noe u r expecting this... wed!!!! wad a fucked up day man... ask pple go long john eat... den the peeps hu say wanna go... in the end??? at the ground floor keep delay delay.. dun wanna go... kaoz!!! wad attitude siaz!!! damn fucked up lor... all tua me... kaoz!!! dun wan go say lar... y in the 1st place say wanna go... ass man u guys!!! giv me dat attitude... kaoz!!! den was so pissed off... went to eat at the market wif simon n chin ngap.... den giv dat face... kaoz!!! so pissed... haiz... i noe u guys dun like me lar... dun hav to like dat de wad... wads the meaning of this??? u think i wanna b like this mehz?? if u guys r the one u all will happie nort?? sigh~... den walk to the market nearly cried lor... sobx sobx... y is all my frens treating me this way??? issit bcos i hav faults??? sigh~ i'm not a good fren lar i noe... sorrie lar guys... okie??? if u all dun like me jus say lor... i scram... dun hav to like day fu yan me de... sigh~ sianz... spoil my mood sia... haiz... today was okie lar... mdm teo changed my seat... haiz.. although it was in the front... but all my frens is like in front... y issit dat i'm de one hu is isolated away frm my frens??? haiz.... sianz... now sit right at the back... onli got nana to tok to... hope i can study better there lor... bside me jiaming... i n him i think ba zi bu he de lor haiz... forget it... ren ming ba... haiz... got a weird dream last nite... dreamt of vernon queena n me working in the same company... den dunno y suddenly we 3 all going to britain... weird rite??? den the decision was like so sudden... dat my parents dunno... den i wanna sms my mum saying i going to britain... but dunno wad is britain in chinese... hmmm... its like leaving this place very sudden... dat i hav to leave everything... leave her... sigh~ dat day... i saw her... i dunno y i suddenly feel kind of depressing... sadness inside me... i jus duno y... the feeling jus came... haiz... wad is dat suppose to mean??? i dunno... sigh~~ today i saw her... she din realli notice me ba... hai~ aniway... y will she notice me??? hu si luan xiang... hai~ i hpoe my dream wun come ture... i dun wanna leave this place n her... aniway... louis.. this is for u... dun guess hu's dat ger liaoz lar... u wun get it!!!! lolx!!! :P:P hmmm... time to stop liaoz... bye peeps!!!
* i dun ask for more... jus let me see u everyday... see u being so happie n cheerful is enuff... dats all i ask for... i miss ya... *
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