haiz.... agitated huh... now for the sad part... haiz... i feel so jealous... realli realli realli very jealous... but wad can i do?? hu can i speak to??? no one... no one was there for me... i may look damn bloody happy on the outside... but hu noes deep inside my hrt... its all full of shang xin shi.... haiz... sianz.... haiz... y i always see them like er ren shi jie??? y??? she come online i oso din realli tok to her... y?? i dunno... i dunno wads happening to me... i 2 weeks din see her liaoz.... i jus missed her more everyday... haiz... but i look forward to going to sch... n dats tmr... y??? bcos i can see her... although in sch oso din realli tok much... at least i can always see her cheerful face... dat makes my day... haiz... er ren shi jie... haiz haiz haiz... i jus hope dat guy is me... haiz... sigh~~ somemore dat guy hu "er ren shi jie" wif is my good fren... haiz... n oso... other peeps oso keep dee siao-ing the both of them... haiz... i see liaoz i oso feel damn dis-heartening n heart broken... but hu noes?!?!?! they dee siao.. i see... haiz... hu is there to spare a thought for me?? no one...
today started the day damn bad... went tuition in the morning... den... last 5 mins b4 the tuition ended, kanna scolded bcos log dunno how to do... haiz... hu will still rmb when its like taught at the starting of sec 3??? chapter 3 somemore... now we r like at chapter 14?!?!?! wth?? sianz man... den kanna scolding until cry.... haiz... but at least good... cos cry everything out... my hrt realli cannot take it liaoz... got limited space okie... onli the size of my fist... although big but still... i got too many xin shi to store liaoz... haiz... storage full... den when cry dat time cry all out... the worst time i cried at tuition... until i like "shiver" haiz.... sianz.... scary huh... dats all for today... happy reading...
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