hmmm..... wad a long time since i came here to write my blog! haha!!! but aniway... alot of things happened... mrs yeo leaving us... n dats confirmed liaoz... ahzi... dunno y... i feel sad n guilty.... jus when i started to appreciate her she is leaving us... haiz... blame ourselves for nort appreciating her lor... take her for granted... now she is leaving us den feel remorseful... abit too late rite??? she leave us nvm lar... cos she is nort in her perfect condition for her health... haiz.... we can't blame her for this lor... but its like at least give us a good teacher dat can teach n brush up our eng lor... give us ms teng... kaoz... wad sia... i realli gonna give her face for her lessons le lor.... i mean it lor... n i do the work nort for her... is for myself n partly fot mrs yeo... i'm nort going to let her down lor... n IF i get good results... its nort ms teng credit... its mrs yeo... i will thank her n nort ms teng... mrs yeo gave me a kind of feeling dat if i dun work, i will nort b able to do well in my exams especially in my o levels... i wan mrs to b happi for everyone of us... haiz... wads more sianz is dat we will b studying until 4pm.... dats curricular time lor... sianz... i think we r the onli sch dat hav this kind of system lor... dats simply stressing we the students out man!! totally insane... n still say its good for us... how will we b able to take it when we cannot even tahan until 1.55pm??? haiz... wadever!!! n oso, we got to go bac sch on sat for eng onli... n frm wad i noe, we will b like changing teachers teaching us for sat every week lor?? is the principal crazy or wad??? come out this kind of system... its like we will b changing teachers every week??? different teachers got different methods.... how r we going to b like adapt to their teaching methods when they r onli teaching us for once every dunno how many weeks??? i feel dat we wun b improving like dat lor.... so wads the point??? n its like 2 n a 1/2 hrs mind u... no breaks in between jus purely eng... haiz... haiz... haiz.... hmmm... she came into my life... a nice ger lor... now is like i'm thinking bout her... haiz... must control my feelings man.... mus leng jing.... *breath in breath out* cos all these takes time... i dun wan make the same mistakes again lor.... n lost another fren... haiz... mayb after o levels ba.... dun wan all these to affect my studies... remember i mrs to b happi for us??? haha!!! i hope i can put all these aside first... n realli work hard man!!! cannot waste time le... jus remain as frens 1st... heez!!! hmmm.... tmr sports heats... throwing javelin... so scared... i dun wan let my house down lor... got alot of competitors man... competition so firece... haiz... *heart thumping hard* hope i can win man.... haiz.... now my wrist so painful.... dunno tmr can perform nort lehz... haiz.... my last yr... i wan to achieve wads the best!!! jia you!!! these days keep coming home late... cos of hse training, (which nobody seems to turn up...) and i today went to the CDC to play... n i saw her.... so happie...din tok much... come home late again... 7 ++ pm... nearly got kp by mum... i lied to her saying i got house practice... haha!!! i very bad hor??? hmmm.... i think shall stop here lor.... take care n byebye~~ thanx peeps for reading... haha!!!
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