HELLO IM KIAP !

haiz haiz haiz... another sad n boring day.. leg still aching... 2.4km run coming le... haiz... hmmm... finally dat thing is settled... i hope so... today went home the earliest... din stay wif xj they all.. went home alone... cos got tuition n some other reasons lar... haiz... dun wish to tok abt it... jus feel damn sad when i tok abt it.. haiz... i realli blame myself lohz... haiz... like make things worse like dat... haiz... jus bcos i wan to b closer to "her" i caused problems... haiz.... jinx man... aft tuition slowly walk home... dun wish to get home so fast... nth to do.. plan to study cheng yu test but din study.. haiz... die lar... like no mood to study liaoz... mid yr coming liaoz still like dat... haiz... june got NACLI camp... wanna go... unless i realli get good results lar... den my mum MIGHT let me go... haiz... most prob wun go le ba... haiz... dunno lehz... so sianz.... 5 days lehz... sure lots of fun de... jus hope cohort 5 wun b like cohort 4 lor... haiz... YAs jia you!!! hmmm.... finally got the pics of xj n nana rdy le... sent to them liaoz... hope they will b able to see lor... most prob can b seen ba... hmmm.... bac to my feelings again.. i feel so bad... pang seh my frens for so many days... haiz.... i think they will like drift away frm me le lor.. haiz.... hope they wun... haiz.... haiz... haiz.... she din tok to me today... haiz... so sad....

*mei he ni shuo hua de ri zi zhen bu hao guo... hao xiang yi ge mei you yan se den shi jie... hao ping dan... hao gu du... sheng me dou shi hei gen bai de... ni jiu shi wo de we yi se cai... haiz... i think u r gone le ba...*

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